this kind of life look interesting to you?"
talked to Racine and Todd. Lunch- Judy here, she, Christine,
Dave, Lesley and I went outside for a smoke. nite- Judy and
Lesley came over for about 1/2 hour.
written February 1, 1972 from Lesley to me
Ignore the other side. I'm really worried about Don. suppose
he gets sent back to the farm [for juvenile delinquents]?
You keep saying it couldn't be that bad, but if it wasn't,
why didn't they let him come home? Judy and I both figured
out a number of things. He went to Steinberg's and beat up
Richard or even killed him. that's alittle far fetched, but
it's possible. Or he got caught with some no-no's on him,
or he put his fist through a window. Which ever it is, I miss
him so much and I hope he's alright and doesn't have to go
back to the farm. I wish I could see him right now. And if
he had to go back to the farm, I'll hang on to his belt loop
and won't let go! They'll have to take me too. If he phones
you or anything this afternoon-tell him to phone me right
away. Fuck! I think I'll kill myself! No one would care! ooooooo
Fuck! Shit! Fuck! Shit! God damn the fucking world! Christ!
On Alan what will I do? I'm going nuts. I wish I knew what
happened! I miss Don. Which police station do you think he's
in, Dorval or Pointe Claire? No more paper so Bai!
sat on the stairs going down to the place where the chip machine
used to be and talked [before classes
in the morning]. Gym- one of the towels were from
the Nevelle Hotel. Lunch- went out with Lesley, then to the
caf with her. Science- Fenouhlet and I sat at the back.
out with Ken for a smoke then to the caf, sat with Racine
(I had an knife) [actually an Arabic
style letter opener]. History (really snowing)
I stuck a quarter down Linda Ross's sweater (heh heh). Lunch-
got attacked (with Lesley) while leaving the caf
[and the knife was broken]. Science- Renwick was
squirting water at us from the tap.
4 Friday Snow Holiday
to Lesley's (1/2 the way with Judy), we couldn't see across
the lake. We sat in the livingroom, got a newspaper clipping
(Bob Walford)(43) from Judy. I
drew it. Did the uncontrollable hand, fuzzed hair. nite- walked
back to Lesley's (1/2 the way a drive with Judy's father).
Ralph there. Judy, Ralph and Lesley got rambunctious (what
a word). I dripped candle wax on my pants. Lesley seemed to
be mad at everyone [considering what
was happening that shouldn't have been a surprise]. Outside after Judy, Ralph and I were throwing snow at each
other. Ralph's father drove us home.
to Fairview with Judy, met Lesley there. Got 'Alice Cooper-Killer'.
Lesley is really mad because I wouldn't give her Don's
money [that he'd left with me before
44. A cute, though not very tall blond jock that I had a crush
on at this time.
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