at Dave's. Ralph, Gillian, Andy and Bennie there. Smoked oil,
you know that I haven't typed in months. The dreaded hash
oil, killer of millions. John Abbott is a (first mistake or
so) good school, of school itself and smoking. There are always
birds there watching you walking around. Gillian is singing
to a song which hasn't come on yet. I wonder if she's high
again? Loggins and Messina are on at this very moment. Who
fucking cares? Time to lite up a splif. A Smith-Corona Sterling,
is that important? Ok I'm impressed. No really.
walked silently from the train station, as her life crashed
around her. It was ok that she had lost all her dope on the
train when she threw it out a window. She thought a conductor
was a police officer. What was bad was that when it went out
the window it hit the man with the cocaine and almost killed
Rob and Mich came over, sat in my room. Partook of Lebanese
and Moroccan hashish. [an audio tape
exists - audio
parents away. Gillian and Maggie came over in the afternoon
(wine). nite- Rob, Mich and I drove to John Abbott [I
don't know why].
with Dave Harward.
my place at nite. Rob, Mich, Fred, Ernie, Jeff and Dugald.
Smoked oil. Ernie sick (drink).
was listening to an album of music my Debussi done by Tomita
(electronicly) at this time.
I would drive Foster and Ernie to Abbott during this period.
They dropped out the next semester.
My father died in a farming accident.
He was ploughing on a hill and the tracker overturned. I got
the news by phone, having just got out of the shower.
Mich and Gillian came over that night, also my sister Susan.
We played cards and smoked oil.
Andy phoned to see what was happening. when I told him he
thought I was joking. I hung up on him. We never talked about
this to each other again.
records are foggy for this period and I am going to leave
them that way.
to Sue's [Nanny and Grandpop (my
father's parents) had come from England].
letters of sympathy from Ginny Hooper, Gillian's mother Lucy
Simmons and Christine Lovett.
Mom in Cornwall. Rob and Mich came over, played Hearts. Foster
came over, Rob and Mich left. We watched a Clint Eastwood
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